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blublackallrightsreservd navigations as followed + lonely + exits + content + speak +++ There are days that hurt my heart so bad, And times when I cant sleep through the night, All because Im thinking of you, And wanting you to hold me tight, But when Im around you Im not my self, Ill tell you the truth, If you ask me who I want, I dont want anyone else, I wish I could tell you how I feel, But words just cant explain what is true, I cant make you like me at all, But I still wont give up on you. navigations as followed + lonely + exits + content + speak +++ There are days that hurt my heart so bad, And times when I cant sleep through the night, All because Im thinking of you, And wanting you to hold me tight, But when Im around you Im not my self, Ill tell you the truth, If you ask me who I want, I dont want anyone else, I wish I could tell you how I feel, But words just cant explain what is true, I cant make you like me at all, But I still wont give up on you. go back. ShAuN 14 CSS 270492 contact intro I love chinese songs I love to eat fast food wish wish u to come back to me wish jie come back faster go back. Bee Hian(nu-er) Michelle(nu-er Daisy(Mei) Hannah(DaSao) Shawn Lilin Mei Hui(Jie) link link blogger blogskins deesign go back. 6:33:00 PM I going to go back australia le... its 70% chance of goin back... it depends on my studies for this end of year... to get to sec 3 its 50% chance lor... haha... Its all over in Singapore... But what i worry most is still you... My most wanted dream never came true... but this nightmare did... I love you Tuesday, October 03, 2006 MiSs HeR 2:32:00 PM So long nvr come on9 le... caused by my nu ers and my classmates la... so bad... go dunno do wad to the MSN then hack my whole system.. then caused the IE and MF cannot used... so need to reformat the whole comp. SO SUCKS LA!!! waste of time also... then all my songs and pictures all GONE!!! PICTURES!!! THE PICTURES so preciouS!!! haix... Now i cant get to see her... so saddening... haix... Sunday, September 17, 2006 MiSs HeR 9:17:00 PM YEA!!! I AM BACK FOR MORE MAN!!! HOPES COMING BACK TO ME... CANT BELIEVE THIS THING TO HAPPEN... WHAT A MIRACLE!!! I AM BACK FOR MORE!!! WOOHOO!!! YEA!!! Thursday, August 31, 2006 MiSs HeR 4:29:00 PM Given up on hope liao... Think today might be my last day writing in this blog le... Haix... Hope that guy can give you happiness ba... Its all over... Time and Time again getting hurt deeply through this days... Only wanting to have you by my side... Is that too much? I dont know... But I think its time i put it behind me... and look towards the future le...拿的起,放的下,应该离开你了,一定要好好保重了... Feeling so helpless and hopeless... Looking so pathetic... Been taken away... Been loved... Been touched... Been hurt... I have given up on everything! My life goes meaniless... I cant take it anymore... I HATE YOU A LOT... U "toot" ..... sorry to say that too... But I also dont wish to say it... Its all over... BYE MiSs HeR 7:25:00 PM A girl asked her mother to buy her a doll for her birthday present... But the mother bought a bottle of purfume for her... The girl was disappointed... But her mother told her something... If you have miss something in your childhood then dont miss it again in the future... This story tells you not to look back at the past but strive for the future... Tuesday, August 29, 2006 MiSs HeR 5:53:00 PM Waa... Today so fun... I play dota in my friend's house with my other school mates... They all keep bully on 1 noob... haha... then I joined in the fun... started to play and just getting used to the hero... Then, we had a plan of 2 on 1 on Eddie... Anyway sorry Eddie I go backstab you XD... Today, in school, we planned to go for a class outing on Tuesday, we planned to barbucue and have rides around East Coast... I scared I cant forget the memories i had there... The time when i got angry and sad... I hated the long bus rides... So boring... You have been avoiding me... Time and time again... I just dont know why... I just keep bluffing myself and covering for you... Thinking that you might be tired or busy so you did not reply my messages... But I dont know how long I can bluff myself anymore... Should I stop? MiSs HeR 4:58:00 PM *sighs* so tired now... I am so restless nowadays... keep sleeping in school... Failing more and more exams... This torture just cant end for me till you come back by my side... Today my friends jio me play basketball... then I very tired and wanted to reject them but... I thought i still can play... In the end muscle cramps and ache on my hand... haix... then KJ gf, HY come with Joey and 1 guai lan fat pig from CSS sec 1 come to the basketball court... Then I jio the fat pig 1 on 1 basketball... then playing halfway I do stunt then purposely elbow him... HAHA... WHACK THE NOSE SIA!!! XD Then he whine like a sissy say " hen tong leh..." We all laugh at him non-stop...After that, they all got to go home le... So left me and Meldon, then i jio him 1 on 1 basketball, he lose by 5-1... After that I damn tired liao lor... Meldon tell me play shooting de... Then anything lor... We play bullet... I was winning like siao la... 10-2 then after that Meldon called out "S_m_n_h_" the name... Then I du lan liao lor... all never shoot in... till 1-1 then I lucky lucky score 1... Then we ended the game... Haix so tired... I really cannot continue to live on like that... Its really tiring... Torturing... Painful and many other things that I can hardly describe... haix... I just wished you can share your problems with me... I also dont want you to suffer alone there... Having so much people to fan you... Just hope you are fine and ya... Take cares... bye bye Monday, August 28, 2006 MiSs HeR 3:06:00 PM ![]() Wanting to know how you felt... When you accepted my present... Hoped you like it a lot... Not bad for a suprise right? Though that made me really bankrupt now... But I still think its worth it afterall... Had not been sleeping for many days... Had not had a good and fine shower... Or even brushed my teeth for 5 days... Just for the present to give you... Though we broke up... I still care for you... And hoping you to come back to me... Today was actually our first month but it turned out not to be one... But a lonely night alone in the room... Staring at 4 walls, 1 ceiling and 1 floor... This day of each month... 27th... I will not forget... Even how much I try...Maybe going overseas can help me make me forget about the past... The days with you... But I dont want to forget... Its my most precious momments with you... I also dont wish to leave my friends... In Singapore... I think I still have to carry on with my life... A new chapter of my life starts... Think you are having fun right now... outside... with mei hui they all... But still think about your health k? Dont make me worry le... I only want to ask something... Can we patch up again? Sunday, August 27, 2006 MiSs HeR 9:59:00 PM ![]() I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. [[sHaUn]] 终于折完了,希望你会喜欢我自己折的心,我爱你, 这首寺送给你^ Saturday, August 26, 2006 MiSs HeR 11:05:00 AM Just made a call to Wei Yu... I will miss her a lot... She treated me very good... But now she is going to leave... Back to US for studies... I hope you have a good bon voyage jie... Without you I dont know how am I going to live for the rest of my life... You took care of my everything... You cheered me up... And stuffs like that... You are really a part of my life... But you are just the missing part of my life too now... Hope your return back to Singapore can be as fast as possible... And remember to try to call me every now and then when you are in the States... I love you loads... muacks... MiSs HeR go back. |